September 26th, 2008
The only thing that we require to be good philosophers is the faculty of wonder
I wish I could walk through the city on rooftops… see the world from the sky, see the mountains with every step, then maybe I could stay connected to the world in the spiritual, energetic way I dream of.
Thinking for myself… Hmm novel. Contemplation, Philosophy, conscience… If I didn’t know what I know, what would I believe about the world? And at the same time: knowing what I “know” what do I believe? Tomorrow will be a day for meditation and contemplation, breathing and reflection… why not now? Maybe now too, because there is only now and even tomorrow will be now when it occurs. So I am pretty sure time is an invention. That is clear, I am pretty sure the world is a giant void of energy that comes into being as we focus different frequencies of energy on different point on the field of energy.
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September 20th, 2008
Here I am again… writing, connecting. I haven’t returned in awhile. I tried a facebook blog… but I’m not so sure that worked for me either… So I am going to continue with this one.
Communication is important to me. Artistic communication. That’s why I want to blog, sing, act, write. There is a feathery spirit within me longing to experience this world through my expression of it. I shy away from it like a sick, scared horse who doesn’t want the vet to touch her.
I had an interesting conversation with my new life coach yesterday… summarized my life story for her in about 30 mins, a fascinating endeavor in itself… but she illuminated something for me that I have always kind of known but never fully embraced. I have always thought in order to develop the operations/systems part of me I had to first tone down the spontaneous, “wing it” part of me… turns out both can co-exist quite happily! She helped me to open to the possibility of fully embracing and developing who I am, finding the silver, the juice of every layer of myself… and I sighed… “Its okay? Its okay… Its okay… Its okay. I’m okay.” there was freedom in that breath.
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